Stupid boy.

Stupid Boy! 

Or am I the stupid one? 

I went for it. Knowing it was going to end up all wrong and guess what... 
IT DID! 

But he is so stupid thats why this whole thing happened.
But Im so stupid for knowing it wasn't going to end right and I kept on pursuing it. 

K cool, Its not that hard to move on, theres like 75 billion other guys in the world that I would be compatible with.

Sucks cause I want you. Still.

I thought I could change you. 

~Never go with that attitude~

Say something, I'm literally giving up on you.

Actually don't, because with every single word that pours out of your mouth, creates a dark and utterly confused ocean that spins around in my head so fast creating a whirl pool, that I'm stuck in the middle of, "Whats that mean?", "He must want me.", Okay, what?", "So he doesn't want me?", "But he said this, so he has to!". I'm so done. 

I don't need this. You're probably reading this thinking, "You obviously know you don't need him so why not let go and just forget about him?" 

Thats what this is, Me completely moving on.
My farewell.

Stupid love. like. lust. 

Whatever the crap it was. 

"Letting go is hard, but sometimes holding on his harder."